Ironical Confusion

It's so hard to believe that people who loved me once now are tired of me,if ever i knew love would make person tired than hardly would i have given my love to theme,when i love i do it to extremes.I 'm the one who is ready to lay down lives but it's unfortunate to note that people scale of love of love come down as we grow up instead of going up, in my life i have kept scale high and the one who loved me is now with God(my darling uncle),Right now all are figuring out wrong  in me and present themselves as crystal perfect,right now this is what happening in my life,all are confused if they have to love me or not but as long as God is present in my life(which God will be) i need not have to worry because here is where my "Belief "lies .
                                                                                                               People are confused when they see my believance as they see me smiling ,first they feel my insane,later my work puts them in confusion,All i say to myself is -i can and i will & need not worry for anything anymore,this confuses people.

sad times yet HOPEFUL

 I don't know when where and how i lost my smiling times,yet people say that i have everything, pushing myself into pillow i CRY and morning oncemore i say i m STRONG. I don't know why i m final victim cause i love everyone a lot and i just don't mind for this,all i wish is all to be happy so my tears don't get waste..........few lines just come out of my mouth

In this 'dark world'
closing my eyes i see a 'pearl'.
I don't know what's on the next step,
but on my journey I have set.
no more do I wish to defend self
as i know GOD'S there always to help!!!
one day tears of eyes,
will surely take me to great heights.

HAVE A GR8 DAY IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY

DAD , you always lived for others,

it's high time about yourself you bother.

thanks for the care u gave bestowed.                                                                                                                 now bless me with your love and faith on me kindly hold.

WORRY never for me- no more i am kid,

grown up girl who can open the toughest lid.

hope you remember the days we played by and never you would let me cry

for all joys and sorrows shared.

today is the right day to cherish memories as well to be enjoyed.

all i need to say u is- HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD. 

LOVE U