waiting for true love

I'm waiting
and this wait is killing

it kills every second
and  i see only darkness at tunnel's end

waiting for positivity to creep in
and let the side of light win

it's been a troublesome time
but the wait says- wait all will be fine


i  know not till where is my strength
but i don't want this wait to go for long lenght


i just hope and wait for true love
which shall be pure as white dove.

the wait for other flood.....

their tears are of blood
i see them bleeding
bleeding in hope
for  lovable flood

flood destroyed their lives
yet the hope is on
now waiting for flood of food and daily amenities

waiting for flood of positivity
which shall throw away all negativity
waiting for flood of shelter
so they become healthier

as flood of medicines shall arrive
and all diseases far it shall drive
waiting for flood of better clothes
and on corrupted agencies lie their hope

after a flood
there is wait for another

to drive away the earlier's blood

 

cry for love

i hear a cry
it goes deep touching my heart ;

through my ear as song passes by

i hear a sigh
it's volume is really high

as thousand of orphans stand
hand in hand
flood is the victim
but we can't say a word against Him

all go back to Him
and ask forgiveness for other's sin

the punishment they bear is deep tragedy
no matter it hits them indirectly

it has torn them into pieces
and lost have they word PEACE
it's all upto HIM
to forgive our sin.

hope

small little hope always lingers
down my heart.
no matter what the world says it
say keep on
hope to keep on the faith
and that tomorrow shall be truly great
to believe not just in outer resource
but my soul! the inner source
it is everything ,it's the great hope!!!

loving ones

materialistic things have an end
but our loved ones help us to start
start right up straight but never
allows us to bend.
as they stand shoulder to shoulder
 more strong than world's body builder
they never allow us cry
as they only say us to try.
it's love one's help
 that gives us solitude of bless,
 they make up our strenght
 and makes up for life that is snake's long lenght

fantasies

every one have fantasies
a inner form of ecstasy
to have this prayer is our duty
which has our world made full of beauty.
people of all age fancy fascinating dreams
 above reams
 fascinating has no boundaries
 allowing our creativity to grow above the stretch of boundaries
 fascinating allows us be daring in our dreams
 and stretch above realms.

errors

to err is human forgive is divine,
 if man understands this everything will be fine
 distractions,confusions is what we see
 and to clear this there is explanations of sea
to accept err is good virtue but this is done only by few.
 explanations given by witty
 makes us feel dizzy,
 everything will be alright
 only when we understand we are neither always right.

my role in world

I don't know my role in world
but some ethics i hold
 i give my best
 and leave others to judge as i set out to rest
 i believe in being sincere
 it's them when 'my words' the shall hear
 i believe in honesty
 as it can solve any mystery 's
 about being all good having patience as virtue
,than i'm sure to have best food
i still need need to state a lot
but sensibility lies in putting here a full stop.

responsible

we all are responsible
in making this world

to beautify it
is our duty

lets bring back the sincerity
and everday learn more honesty

this is the only way to make world beautiful
as well resourceful

endeavour

i know its difficult
but isn't impossible

i know it shall take time
but not my life

i know there is hurdle
but at end there is soft cute cuddle

it needs only trial
to show i capable of being casted in show-the survival

i need to hear people's taunts
but i know it is they who shall later applaud

it's never late

it's never late to start a new,
if ideas are like sparkling dews

you can always gain
if you try again and again.

everything happen for better
don't be depressed if situation for you says-later.

always build on hope
as it's life strongest rope.

keep on the faith.......

keep on the faith
to success it's the  gate

have faith in your hard-work

it's then your work shall spark

never doubt yourself
your work shall be a bless

faith is a virtue
that shall never make your work due

the ones who have fantastic future

the ones who have fantastic future are the ones ready for change
who don't mind having life of variety and range

to the ones who experiment
from scientific equipment to pepperment

to the ones who have brad vision
who think not just about themselves but about nation

for the ones who are ready to establish brotherhood
understanding that life is not tale of little red riding hood

colours of life

white  explores  purity,

blue stands up for loyalty,
red is passionate
removes everything which sounds of hate,
pink makes you sweet queen ,
it shows innocence of  your being.
green for clarity and prosperity
orange makes you witty
to live good life ,all colours  are of need
helping us to do all good deeds.

SPECIAL ONE

A special one tries
but never cries.

the person fears
only for the one who is dear.

when the world turns off
special one turns on

just like light in dark
but shall never cause fearsome spark

the pain-life

life is sometimes a pain
we need to just see the beauty of rain,
but from it can never gain
when in drain goes life grain

we just need to put ourselves with patience
from far study the factors that shall make our forest dense

we need to save sometimes every drop
to grow beautiful crop

it's then rain will become useful
and make your life beautiful

chapter 18

finally when Meera gets well,er father himself sponsors the dance programme and seeing  Meera dance on stage,Anand  whispers "my beloved's dream is achieved finally"

chapter17

love was in the air for both,romantic quotes between eachother were exchanged,more understanding,care and love started to grow between them,life started to take a different turn as they were being more serious about their relationship ,they started planning future together but who would open out and speak about thier relation was the question,slowly Sridhar  spoke to Anand about thier  friendship first,Anand understood at what he was hinting and felt himself lucky that daughter had choosen right guy for her future

chaper 16

while Meera was in hospital ,it was Sridhar who took care of her,right from giving her medicines to emotionally controlling her,he did even job of a  psychiatrist towards Meera,he emotionally understood her more than grandmother ,during this term a special relation started growing between both of them,both started to have soft side for eachother.the fact it was  relation of love that was growing in between them,both started to have soft corners for eschother in heart.he would be near her right from giving morning dose of medicine untill  she said good night to him,Meera  too started evolve emotionally as she started understanding relations better.

chapter15

later Anand too gets into the room and without a word goes to break the "gajje" in order to save the "gajje" from being broken ,she jumps to catch them and says-they are my life with bleeding knee,she had badly injured her knee in order to save the soul of her mother,it's then when the father understands importance  of dance in her life,later she is admitted to hospital ,the doctor says that she  would need minimum 2 years to recover from injury,this makes father sure that she loved her dance deeply.

the saved gajje

chapter14

sad meera

It's a pleasant day and all three girls are enjoying the dance ,all of sudden Anand's eye fall on Asma's home.he see's  Meera there and goes ferocious,he goes to Asma's home and sweeps down Meera back to his home,without a word he locks her up in beloved's room.

chapter 13

Meera breaks down on saying why she was so keenly looking over them,she says that dance is her breath and how she needs to do that hiding from her father,the pain she goes through is all spelled by her in front Asma and Asiya ,they give her warm hug and invite her to dance with them.

Meera performing after practicing at Asma's house

chapter12

Meera was standing outside in gallery ,from here she could view her neighbour's  room,she always felt her heart heavy when she saw the girls over there practising dance,er eyes would soon fill with salt water,as she could not enjoy such freedom while the neighbour's of same age group did,oneday even the neighbours named Asma and Asiya  saw Meera pondering her keen eyes over thier room,seeing her keenness they call upon er to thier home.

CHAPTER11

'Why don't you  encourage her? "asked Sridhar,sometimes a -tragedy teaches us many lessonsrelied ananad
but DREAMS matter Sridhar provoked Anand,i don't wont to get into a debate replied Anand leaving him clueless about his restrictions which he had imposed on Meera,Knowing Meera had the capability to make the public stand to applaud her ,why was it he still under the trauma ,the answer was simple,it was "love"all for the cause  of  love ,he had lost beloved but never wanted to loose replica of beloved.As Anand thought that dance departed him from beloved

Anand sad after loosing beloved

chapter10

MEERA AFTER LOOSING MOTHER

Shridhar goes to Anand and  asks about Meera  hobbies,Anand keeps quiet for the moment and says him to speak on this topic tomorrow
Anand at mid night goes and open's beloved's room and removes" gajje" from the cupboard and presents it front of him the next day and slowly says-I'M Meera's Father

chapter9

meera in dance troupe

When Meera reached the age of 14 slowly Shridhar slowly started to develop a soft corner in heart towards Meera but for Meera he was just a teacher,very keen to know more about Meera ,Sridhar goes to Meera's school,he was taken aback seeing Meera in dance troupe.

chapter8

Meera & birju during their happy times

Sridhar stays back at Anand's place as paying guest later ,being self esteemed man,Anand respects this decision of Sridhar  ,Sridhar pays by taking tutions and the first student happens to be Meera,Meera shows progress in studies after taking tutions from Sridhar ,his tutions help her a lot due to this she is also able concentrate well on Birju,who is primary aspect of Meera's life to live life.

chapter7

Anand asks his guests to stay back for few more days,everyone are pleased with his guesture but plead to leave except Mohan and his family,Anand is very impressed with their son Sridhar ,he finds him a boy of true and pure virtues,as he appears to be a man of 25 at age of 19  ,the way he carries himself is outstanding.

Sridhar with business client

chapter6

Meera's birthday was arriving and Meera was being sad,the grandmother,unable to see her in such a position ,she calls relatives to their home,Meera gets engaged in serving them so much that she forgets her pains.Granny is finally happy seeing Meera celebrating he birthday without cribbing over pain.

chapter 5

Grandmother would always help Meera in her dance ,she would stand outside the door to signal when father arrived ,most of the time Meera practiced without "gajje" music would naturally run within her ears once she would take a step to dance she danced fluently like peacock in rain,grandmother eyes were always filled with water when she would see her dance,the obstacle was father as spiritually too she felt closer to her mother. most of the times she later started to practice in school itself with whole group.

MEERA PRACTISING WITH SCHOOLMATE

chapter4

A lonely feeling started to round upon kid but before their mind would be isolated fortunately their grandmother played the role of mother and Meera was mother like figure to Birju ,she took great interest in looking after the little brother and being shadow of grandmother as they lived near outskirts of city,she ran about up and down for work very often,hiding stress in front of grandmother,to let the stress go away ,she would use her stress buster technique -DANCE,for which her father was lot against believing dance to be reason of beloved's death