Thursday 31 May 2012

missing friend


I remember very well how my convent brought up affected my starting years of p.u life, I was

just 15 and felt lot hard to cope with students who came from schools which where not well

know or known for  children studying with financial problems,being unaware of true world was

now annoying me,as here i could see everyone looking on to me as problem,unable to speak

local language was great back draw of my life, as I knew only english .The worst part was I

could see discrimination not just between students but also teachers injustice towards

students.I would sit back alone and all good girls were also mere accquiantances as they to

felt reluctant as language was a big barrier which I had hardly assumed in life.The 1st year

did not look just a year but more like a decade,it  was second year that took a turn.
                   when I found a girl who  neither knew the language i spoke nor the

language i knew of her, it was more worse when we both never knew the local language too,the

most best part was when we became best friends,the language developed between us was the

sign language ,it was incredible to believe that sign language could do such wonders ,the

fact it did.During board exam she was too nervous as she said me that her father would take

her to village if she did not perform well,unfortunately  as she could not afford for

tutions it was quite obivious for results to turn bad,as today's teaching is lucrative

one,while i was in my new college she had come to my home,gave her cell number ,i was too

happy to have contact with her once more but all of sudden  one day she happened to

disappear by not picking up cell,i tried a lot for years but found that phone was not

working anymore from telephone office.I still miss remember her a lot for her innocent

questions and her father who was abusive with her and her mother ,this thought terrifies

me,but i shall be waiting for her as well wish her all the best ,may God good wishes always

dwell upon her.I am always thankful for all the love and respect she gave me,respect-which

no one did like her from true heart

Friday 11 May 2012

rules for life's exam

life is best for those who never give up & i 'm happy to be 1 of them,life  is filled tests ,there is noting to fear,we need to believe in our self ,the most important thing is my academics final exam is approaching therefore once more i need to say I CAN ,it's not over confidence i just have FAITH IN GOD, more on i had a proverb when i was little girl 'faith moves mountains'& faith on God surely does, yes my hard work is important and i will do that no matter at what cost,as long as faith in God & my hard work survives i know i will win over,the 3rd important thing is PATIENCE which is initially difficult but not impossible
 There are some important rules to be followed i.e
1.faith on God
2.understanding your work
3.loving your work
4.hard work
5. patience
6.your act in any situation counts
7.presentation
8.healthy competation
9.valuing people's sentiments
10.no anxiety