Ironical Confusion

It's so hard to believe that people who loved me once now are tired of me,if ever i knew love would make person tired than hardly would i have given my love to theme,when i love i do it to extremes.I 'm the one who is ready to lay down lives but it's unfortunate to note that people scale of love of love come down as we grow up instead of going up, in my life i have kept scale high and the one who loved me is now with God(my darling uncle),Right now all are figuring out wrong  in me and present themselves as crystal perfect,right now this is what happening in my life,all are confused if they have to love me or not but as long as God is present in my life(which God will be) i need not have to worry because here is where my "Belief "lies .
                                                                                                               People are confused when they see my believance as they see me smiling ,first they feel my insane,later my work puts them in confusion,All i say to myself is -i can and i will & need not worry for anything anymore,this confuses people.